The Storm Approaches

Almost 2 weeks since my previous post. Don't expect a long one here. I realized out of sudden realization (ok, that sounds weird) that i didn't post pics of my birthday on here. I should be doing that soon.

Lots of things have been happening the past few weeks. I shall try and remember them for sake of pinning them down on this blog. Hmm...

Last Saturday Bryan had a chalet and alot of 4SA went. Had BBQ and a few of stayed over played cards and watched stupid movies and wrestled on 4 beds that we joined together in the living room area. Haha.

Been preparing alot for the upcoming English oral exams the past weeks. We had a mock exam today. I think i did quite well. Or at least i like to think that i did. Phy, Bio, Chem SPAs coming up next week. National day is next week. Prelims are in 2 weeks!!

Prelim orals start on Monday! Hope that goes as planned. Trying to rush prelim studying to finish most of the topics briefly in 2 weeks. Then concentrating again on them again after Prelims. I shall try and stop studying by 19 October! Hope i can!

I really can't wait for Friday the 13th in Nov. Chem paper 1 also known as the LAST PAPER. I really wonder how it would feel like at the moment they say "time's up. Put down your pens" haha. Imagine that!

Snap back to the present! Don't drift away! Still alot to study! GO GO GO!

The Clock is Ticking

25 Days left to Prelims. I think i really will not be going online anymore unless i really have to do notes or type stuff out. I think i'll only access facebook at the end of the week for less than an hour. Access the computer only on weekends and on Saturday nights.

I should try and finish the entire physics syllabus by this week. I'm gonna try. Try.

Check out the new NDP song for 2009. It's by Electrico. I think its a healthy change from the old "anthem" like songs. So tell me what you think yeah.

Wake Up The House Is On Fire

It's been bugging me for almost 2 weeks. I just thought posting it would make me feel better. I been feeling quite down lately. I'm doing pretty well hiding it. It's good for them they say. Not good for me. Well maybe cuz i don't have the guts to tell that person. Or maybe i'm just afraid of repercussions. I don't want it to happen again? Well i really am confused on what to do.

I need that quiet place in Cinderella Man at the top of that hill overlooking the city and just screaming my lungs out there and just letting it out.

I just feel like screaming really really loudly into the open air. But there doesn't seem to be a place to do this. I really feel like just letting it all out. It's like a mixture of anger and frustration and sometimes a "am i over reacting" feeling. I think the latter may be quite true. I really really need to talk to someone. Getting harder to concentrate on revision and i just need to get it out. I gotta tell that person...soon. Before it eats me up from inside. Which i think it's already attempting.

Don't worry i ain't turning emo. It's just one of those times...y'know only this been quite long already...sigh.

He Fell Asleep Again...I think

Ok i been doing History notes with Jerald. It's 11.56. His last msg on msn to me was at 11.16. He never said anything and now he's not replying. It happened on Friday because he fell asleep at the table. Now i'm thinking its happening again!

WAKE UP JERALD!

Ahh nvm. I'm off to bed anyway. He's gonna get it tomorrow.

You Gotta Hold On!

"As the sun beats down
On the halfway house
Has my conscience beating
The sound in my ear
The will to persevere
As I reach the break of the day

When you lost all hope and excuses
And the cheapstakes & losers
Nothing's left to cling onto
You got to hold on
Hold on to yourself"

Yep. We are almost halfway there, gotta find the will to perservere and hold on! It's gonna be a tough road ahead!

Just finished the entire Trigonometry chapter in the ten year series. Did about 80% of the 32 questions. Feels good to have accomplished that. Over 2 days. Gonna concentrate on the weaker topics first. To maximize my output. Somehow, when you put things in your mind onto paper, or basically transferring them to another location, i.e. here. Speaking of which, today Matthew asked what i.e. meant and well we weren't too sure either. So i took the liberty of getting it looked up.

Apparently, they all come from latin terms.

• "e.g." Exexpli Gratia - for example
• "etc. Et cetera - and so forth
• "i.e." Id Est - that is
  

So there you go. I never knew they were latin. Haha. And as i was saying, i thought transferring plans from head to somewhere physcal helps play out the whole plan much easier. So here goes:

Stuff to do today:
1. Finish 4.2 Notes.
2. Revise Organic chem
3. Buy stationary and Chem TYS (paper by paper)

I think that's enough for one day. And if there's time, Kinematics - physics.

Well 33 days left. That leaves me with very little time. I hope i have the strength to pull through. I WILL! TAEBANG! Oh and speaking of which, i have 290 WON! I think that's 33cents singapore.

Sing Us The Song of the Century

"They're playing the song of the century
Of panic and promise and prosperity
Tell me a story into that goodnight
Sing us a song for me "

Ok so oral was pretty much screwed. Plastic surgery was the topic. Can you believe that? And i didn't mention MJ. Ahh screw it. It's over, must get over it. Went to blow of steam after oral with Solo, Clayton and Bing at LAN. Played DotA and L4D.

Past few days been quite hectic. Doing lots of maths in class and after school. Just realized a few days ago how close the Prelims is. Closer and closer...running out of time. Gotta mug already.
Already planned out study tables and checklists. Gave Solo a copy cuz he said he wanted one.

Watched the MJ Memorial the other day. Very sad ending. His daughter went up on stage and said something and cried.

So it's gonna be very very crazy the next few weeks. So lesser posts yeah? Lesser facebook, lesser everything.

Bye...for now.

Touch of the Tongue, Teeth to the Lips

Chinese Oral is tomorrow. They are out having sushi. It's youth day. I'm at home. Practicing Chinese. Yeah. Sounds about right. Freaking nervous now. Can't seem to get any work done. Wasted the entire weekend. Didn't do much. Managed to get a teeny weeny bit of revision done.
Can't wait for oral to end.

watch! the last part is the best (5:11) ---------------->