Just wanna post some stuff, before results are released tomorrow. Feeling really nostalgic/emo/sad/happy. Just an array of emotions. You could say I'm overwhelmed even before the results are out. You could say that its because of well, how lucky i am to have been with the company of such great friends. In fact great would be an insult, an understatement and would do no justification to just how much they've made a difference to my life.
There's so much that's left unsaid, and i really think i gotta say them soon, Stuff of thanks, appreciation and just assurance and just personal stuff you know. haha. I mean i never felt this way about such friends, you guys are like brothers to me.
The fact that we may not be in the same class, or even the same school makes me sad. The fact that a possiblity exists that we may fall out over the next few year just encases me in a feeling of...i dont know how to describe man. DIE.
How time flies so fast... I wanna just note to myself tomorrow, that whatever happens (because i'm getting this feeling that i might not reach my goal) tomorrow, I will quickly get over it and move on with life, results aren't everything and besides, i have all of you guys.
Haha i have a sudden interest in taking Journalism in Mass Communication in Ngee Ann. Lol. It's something i can actually see myself doing. Haha but my parents want me to go JC.
Anyways you should be hearing from me soon. In my next post most probably later today. Just wanted to end off with a song that holds a lot of meaning with me.
Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learnt in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end its right
i hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind,
hang it on a shelf of good health and good time
Tattoos and memories and dead skin on trial,
for what it's worth, it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end its right
i hope you had the time of your life.
Remember how i said i havent though of a resolution for the new year? Well here it is.
-I hope we will remain close friends forever. If not Best.
-Stay foccused in JC and pass A Lvl Chinese. :D
We Band of brothers forever. <3
Monday, January 11, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Can't Stop
Ok, this is long overdue heh. 2010 is already here. i still find it hard to come to grips with the fact that in a week, we will all found out how we did for the O's. I haven't really made any new year's resolutions. I will probably make them soon haha.
Just had a bbq yesterday. Then went futsal after that at about 11. and cycled into the night with Yau, Adam, Mervin, Solo, Bart and Clayton. Cycled from my house to mcdonald's then we cycled from there to changi village and back home. Covered almost 30+km and cycled for almost 7 hours. Ass still hurts.
The holidays are soon ending... i think its safe to say, JC will start late Jan, early Feb so still got some time to think about things and sort random stuff that's been hanging for a long time. Anyways, Arvind keeps disturbing me in a way...lol about results and all. Getting more nervous and my drifts and thoughts enter my head. Dreaming of things that make my mind go crazy, small things like: "what would happen after this?" "what if i don't get 6pts" "if i do, what now?" "if i don't what then?" "what about all my friends?". The list is endless.
Someone take my hand and show me the way.
Just had a bbq yesterday. Then went futsal after that at about 11. and cycled into the night with Yau, Adam, Mervin, Solo, Bart and Clayton. Cycled from my house to mcdonald's then we cycled from there to changi village and back home. Covered almost 30+km and cycled for almost 7 hours. Ass still hurts.
The holidays are soon ending... i think its safe to say, JC will start late Jan, early Feb so still got some time to think about things and sort random stuff that's been hanging for a long time. Anyways, Arvind keeps disturbing me in a way...lol about results and all. Getting more nervous and my drifts and thoughts enter my head. Dreaming of things that make my mind go crazy, small things like: "what would happen after this?" "what if i don't get 6pts" "if i do, what now?" "if i don't what then?" "what about all my friends?". The list is endless.
Someone take my hand and show me the way.
Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the joy and the fun, would it be forever gone?
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the joy and the fun, would it be forever gone?
lol i added in the last line. seems just about right.
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