No Regrets.

It's going to be one of those sleepless nights. I'm gonna have the nerves and not gonna be able to sleep tonight. Darn. Must sleep early. I hope i can. Get this over and done with. Pass it for my sake and (ok that didn't make sense) and to the other subjects!

No regrets. Nope. None.

End of Term feels strange.

For the first time, end of term felt strange. Like something I never experienced before. Instead of a "yay 1 month of immortality" it's like "oh great. 3 days to O's and 4 day's to mug all day long". Sigh. Whatever happen to the go out and really have fun on the last day of term? I guess it's all in good time.

We got our results slip back that day. Mr Ng was kinda lecturing again. I got 8th in level, highest ever. Wheee! Cause for celebration? Haha we'll see. Anyways to those who didn't do very well, 加油！ 성공!!! Just concentrate and focus and it shouldn't too hard. I still need to work to my 6pts target, kinda a long way to go still so let's not get complacent.

After that went to cut hair with Jerald and Clayton. Then went to N&B drink soya bean. Then went to Macs for lunch. Although i was the only one who ate...lol. Solo got a free glass from some random dude. Then went to TP with Adam and Mervin to do some stuff...lol. Then went coffee bean and talk cock and then went home. Slept. Woke up with abit of a cold. :(. Recovering now...or at least i think i am.

Tomorrow, wake up mug chinese. Or wait more like later today. Chiong chinese till about 6? then slack until 10. Sleep and hope for the best. I just want a pass. Then i can screw it already!

성공!!!

Fighting!

성공!

Lost.

I just had to blog this down. I needed to resort out some stuff. I couldn't keep it inside. I just couldn't. I wish i could tell someone but i don't really know who would understand me. I sound pretty emotional right now. Maybe i really am. I'm just lost. If you think its because of Chinese O's. Then you are right.

After studying Chinese for the whole day today, i just started to panic again about Chinese. I'm just nervous. But it's more than just nervous. Failing this would mean I might have to drop to B to save myself. Or take a risk and hope i pass in Nov. If i fail, i won't be able to go JC. That thought keeps lingering in my head. to the point of me breaking down. Like seriously.

I know i shouldn't be thinking of failing. Yeah, actually i shouldn't. I should concentrate on passing, which seems oh so difficult to focus on. Why? Why did i not take an interest in Chinese before? Why? Why only now? and it's already too late.

I'm seriously bummed out about this, and i just wish i could tell someone. But who? I mean, yeah call me emotional but did i just feel a tear roll down my cheeks? yeah i think i just did.

I know i need to work something out. I just cant imagine the sight of me not passing.

I can only concentrate now on working on my paper 1 for the next 9 days and just hope that it pays off. I just want a pass. It cant be that hard can it? I'm sure it isn't. I know i can do it. I know i can. I just gotta work things out carefully right now. And hopefully some motivation might help me. God...i just wish i could talk to someone who could relate to me.

Screw all those negative thoughts. (*slaps self for thinking of failing*) I can pass. I know i can. I CAN. YES I CAN! YES YES YES YES! I just gotta work harder now (not that i haven't already). I gotta focus on what i want to improve the most now. Which is getting my "baozhangbaodao" right. And if there's time, my comprehension.

I KNOW I CAN.

Chinese. Wohoho :)

O Level Chinese is in 10 days. 10. I just working as hard as i can now to get things straightened out so i can scrape a pass or better. I HAVE TO PASS. Nothing lower than a C6. I hope i can do it. No wait. I CAN DO IT.

Results don't matter do they?; 21st Century Breakdown; Photo Roll 3

21st Century Breakdown is EPIC. Wahahaha. You have to listen to it.
So we are getting our results back tomorrow. I have a bad feeling about it. But a good wake up call for me. The papers were tough. Some of them. But even if i screw this up, i think its better to now than during the O's. So must be positive and take it in good stride.

So the whole band got together for the first time! :D After the last paper. Russell(bass) , Adam(keyboards), Matthew(lead vocals), Mervin(lead guitar), Jerald(drums) and me(rhythm guitar). Haha it was fun, played a mix of songs, Russell can run bass which is good cuz i couldn't. We jammed again yesterday, then went Solo's birthday.

A few accidents happened. My phone, Shaunneh's phone and Solo's phone all fell into the pool. I was like totally effed up. 2nd time it happened to my phone. Only that the 1st it wasnt chlorine water, it was erm... nvm. haha. Fortunately managed to salvage mine under a hairdryer and a fan. Shaunneh's phone came round the next day. No idea about solo's phone. :( haha.

Chinese O's are 2 weeks from now. Hardcore chinese now. I just trying to scrape a pass. But lets try aiming for a b4? haha. They say it is better to aim for the stars and hit the moon, than to aim for the trees,and hit the ground. So let's do that. Harcore Chinese!! !WAHAHAHAHA. i hope. hehe. Wish me luck. and to all those who suck at your MT, good luck! Jia You!

Jerald gaying Barney

Adam when he was 5 years old

Can you see 2 stars? (clockwise from bottom centre) Jerald, Russell, Adam, Mervin, Me

Jerald getting a haircut. Look at his eyes. They are fixed on bio notes. Nerd. Wahaha.

Clayton sporting a new haircut. LOL.

Random Photo Roll 2

SNSD.

yeah. I have no idea what to name this post. Oh wells.
So i had enough studying today, did a mixture of subjects.
For some reason there's not enough time to study ALL the topics for mid years.
So you do what they call (or what i call) "Selective Revision".
I guess whatever it is, we are still aiming for the O's not the Mid years.
By calculation (when i mean calculation i mean argaration) I should have more than enough time to revise PROPERLY for O's if i start after the Chinese Papers.

(*Fingers Crossed*)
That the O Lvl chinese paper will be nowhere near as hard as the mid year paper we had the other day. That was a KILLER paper. I hope i can scrape a C6 for Chinese. Hah after the Mid years i'm going full CHINESE. MUST PASS!!! Or i don't know what i do. Like seriously. I probably drop to B if i get less than a D7.

Anyways, really stress now anyways. But SNSD fever keeping the stress from making me full go retarded. SNSD ftw! ahahaha...Hope can go South Korea one day. Because who cants to go to the North? Ok lame joke.

Ok so why am i posting you ask. Didnt I say that i wasnt going to anymore? haha. Because someone asked me too and i had some time.

I don't think this fulfils the criteria of being a Ch8 Drama.
I'd have to make stories up if i wanted it to be. hehe.
haha I should watch Chinese show everyday after the mid years. MUST! lol.

Kk enough for now lah. I think i shall post some pictures up from my phone another time. Just to keep this place alive.

Thats all for now.