When It's Time

I never thought i'd feel this way.

I've been the greatest bitch I've seen

I don't know why i do it, and it's certainly not to make myself look good in front of others. You know, it might, at one point, but it was subconsciously.

I kinda realised it now, and i'm quite sure that if someone didn't tell me about it, i'd have carried on oblivious to the hurt i've been causing. I never thought i'd become like this, and i hate myself now. I can't believe it did all those things. But i did and i want to apologize to all of you.

Sorry Jerald, Joel, Adam, Arvind, Josiah, Shaun, for all the wrongs i've been doing lately. I hope you will forgive me, and after actually witnessing what i've done, if i were you, i don't think i would have forgiven myself. I've been a really bad friend.