all there is is a feeling.

I keep getting that feeling, it surrounds me more than ever before, is this it?
I should hope not, because i dare not.

the War of My Life

I should not be running
I should not be scared
I will be waiting and well prepared.

I've got a hammer
And a heart of glass
But I Don't know right now
which wall to smash.

If fear hasn't killed me yet
Then nothing will...

I'm in the war of my life
I'm at the core of my life
Got no choice but to fight till it's done
So Fight on, fight on everyone, fight on
I won't give up, I won't run.

Surrender, I will never have the nerve to ask

Even though I know what I'm lookin' for,
She's got a brick wall behind her door.
I'd travel time and confess to her,
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

Don't Think Too Much

Sometimes thinking too much can be a little overwhelming. Sometimes, it does more evil than good, and sometimes vice versa.

ECONS, CHEM, PHY, GP, CL, PW, MATH. TEST, TEST, TEST, TEST, TEST.

At times i feel like dropping my 4H2 Combi.

and sometimes, going all the way without much thought can be a good thing. Can it? I should just tell myself, it ain't any different on the other side. Is it?

Scattered.

It’s been a really long time. Things have changed. Even I have. There are days i don’t know what my goal is, looking forward to the end of the day isn’t exactly a good one. Sure i have set goals, but i can’t seem to believe that i have continue at this pace for 2 years.

Friends. I think i’m trying to take too much at one time. I never really realised it, but certain friendships have grown stronger, and others remain stagnant.

Things have changed. Like the wind just blew all the leaves away, scattered, confused and just apart.