I think I blog when i'm realy nervous or entering a new stage of life. Heh. So BMT was a breeze (looking back that is...). There were tough times, but i realised it's always in your mind. Sure it's tough but the physical can be overcome as long as your mind really pushes you. 24km route march was a killer, not physically as you would think but it was a mentally tormenting thing. It fucks with your mind haha.
So I got into OCS which was what i was aiming for when i was in BMT. But now that the day has come to join as an officer cadet, i'm getting nervous and a little afraid. I always told myself that this would be really good training, and i'm sure it would be haha but its 38 weeks ofhell fun. that's the spirit.
I'm sure looking back i would say OCS was fun haha but let's not get ahead of myself. So before i leave again, i must tell myself that i should take everything in a positive stride. Get fuck get fuck lo! Just suck thumb and carry on.
So I got into OCS which was what i was aiming for when i was in BMT. But now that the day has come to join as an officer cadet, i'm getting nervous and a little afraid. I always told myself that this would be really good training, and i'm sure it would be haha but its 38 weeks of
I'm sure looking back i would say OCS was fun haha but let's not get ahead of myself. So before i leave again, i must tell myself that i should take everything in a positive stride. Get fuck get fuck lo! Just suck thumb and carry on.
