No Regrets.

It's going to be one of those sleepless nights. I'm gonna have the nerves and not gonna be able to sleep tonight. Darn. Must sleep early. I hope i can. Get this over and done with. Pass it for my sake and (ok that didn't make sense) and to the other subjects!

No regrets. Nope. None.

End of Term feels strange.

For the first time, end of term felt strange. Like something I never experienced before. Instead of a "yay 1 month of immortality" it's like "oh great. 3 days to O's and 4 day's to mug all day long". Sigh. Whatever happen to the go out and really have fun on the last day of term? I guess it's all in good time.

We got our results slip back that day. Mr Ng was kinda lecturing again. I got 8th in level, highest ever. Wheee! Cause for celebration? Haha we'll see. Anyways to those who didn't do very well, 加油！ 성공!!! Just concentrate and focus and it shouldn't too hard. I still need to work to my 6pts target, kinda a long way to go still so let's not get complacent.

After that went to cut hair with Jerald and Clayton. Then went to N&B drink soya bean. Then went to Macs for lunch. Although i was the only one who ate...lol. Solo got a free glass from some random dude. Then went to TP with Adam and Mervin to do some stuff...lol. Then went coffee bean and talk cock and then went home. Slept. Woke up with abit of a cold. :(. Recovering now...or at least i think i am.

Tomorrow, wake up mug chinese. Or wait more like later today. Chiong chinese till about 6? then slack until 10. Sleep and hope for the best. I just want a pass. Then i can screw it already!

성공!!!

Fighting!

성공!

Lost.

I just had to blog this down. I needed to resort out some stuff. I couldn't keep it inside. I just couldn't. I wish i could tell someone but i don't really know who would understand me. I sound pretty emotional right now. Maybe i really am. I'm just lost. If you think its because of Chinese O's. Then you are right.

After studying Chinese for the whole day today, i just started to panic again about Chinese. I'm just nervous. But it's more than just nervous. Failing this would mean I might have to drop to B to save myself. Or take a risk and hope i pass in Nov. If i fail, i won't be able to go JC. That thought keeps lingering in my head. to the point of me breaking down. Like seriously.

I know i shouldn't be thinking of failing. Yeah, actually i shouldn't. I should concentrate on passing, which seems oh so difficult to focus on. Why? Why did i not take an interest in Chinese before? Why? Why only now? and it's already too late.

I'm seriously bummed out about this, and i just wish i could tell someone. But who? I mean, yeah call me emotional but did i just feel a tear roll down my cheeks? yeah i think i just did.

I know i need to work something out. I just cant imagine the sight of me not passing.

I can only concentrate now on working on my paper 1 for the next 9 days and just hope that it pays off. I just want a pass. It cant be that hard can it? I'm sure it isn't. I know i can do it. I know i can. I just gotta work things out carefully right now. And hopefully some motivation might help me. God...i just wish i could talk to someone who could relate to me.

Screw all those negative thoughts. (*slaps self for thinking of failing*) I can pass. I know i can. I CAN. YES I CAN! YES YES YES YES! I just gotta work harder now (not that i haven't already). I gotta focus on what i want to improve the most now. Which is getting my "baozhangbaodao" right. And if there's time, my comprehension.

I KNOW I CAN.

Chinese. Wohoho :)

O Level Chinese is in 10 days. 10. I just working as hard as i can now to get things straightened out so i can scrape a pass or better. I HAVE TO PASS. Nothing lower than a C6. I hope i can do it. No wait. I CAN DO IT.

Results don't matter do they?; 21st Century Breakdown; Photo Roll 3

21st Century Breakdown is EPIC. Wahahaha. You have to listen to it.
So we are getting our results back tomorrow. I have a bad feeling about it. But a good wake up call for me. The papers were tough. Some of them. But even if i screw this up, i think its better to now than during the O's. So must be positive and take it in good stride.

So the whole band got together for the first time! :D After the last paper. Russell(bass) , Adam(keyboards), Matthew(lead vocals), Mervin(lead guitar), Jerald(drums) and me(rhythm guitar). Haha it was fun, played a mix of songs, Russell can run bass which is good cuz i couldn't. We jammed again yesterday, then went Solo's birthday.

A few accidents happened. My phone, Shaunneh's phone and Solo's phone all fell into the pool. I was like totally effed up. 2nd time it happened to my phone. Only that the 1st it wasnt chlorine water, it was erm... nvm. haha. Fortunately managed to salvage mine under a hairdryer and a fan. Shaunneh's phone came round the next day. No idea about solo's phone. :( haha.

Chinese O's are 2 weeks from now. Hardcore chinese now. I just trying to scrape a pass. But lets try aiming for a b4? haha. They say it is better to aim for the stars and hit the moon, than to aim for the trees,and hit the ground. So let's do that. Harcore Chinese!! !WAHAHAHAHA. i hope. hehe. Wish me luck. and to all those who suck at your MT, good luck! Jia You!

Jerald gaying Barney

Adam when he was 5 years old

Can you see 2 stars? (clockwise from bottom centre) Jerald, Russell, Adam, Mervin, Me

Jerald getting a haircut. Look at his eyes. They are fixed on bio notes. Nerd. Wahaha.

Clayton sporting a new haircut. LOL.

Random Photo Roll 2

SNSD.

yeah. I have no idea what to name this post. Oh wells.
So i had enough studying today, did a mixture of subjects.
For some reason there's not enough time to study ALL the topics for mid years.
So you do what they call (or what i call) "Selective Revision".
I guess whatever it is, we are still aiming for the O's not the Mid years.
By calculation (when i mean calculation i mean argaration) I should have more than enough time to revise PROPERLY for O's if i start after the Chinese Papers.

(*Fingers Crossed*)
That the O Lvl chinese paper will be nowhere near as hard as the mid year paper we had the other day. That was a KILLER paper. I hope i can scrape a C6 for Chinese. Hah after the Mid years i'm going full CHINESE. MUST PASS!!! Or i don't know what i do. Like seriously. I probably drop to B if i get less than a D7.

Anyways, really stress now anyways. But SNSD fever keeping the stress from making me full go retarded. SNSD ftw! ahahaha...Hope can go South Korea one day. Because who cants to go to the North? Ok lame joke.

Ok so why am i posting you ask. Didnt I say that i wasnt going to anymore? haha. Because someone asked me too and i had some time.

I don't think this fulfils the criteria of being a Ch8 Drama.
I'd have to make stories up if i wanted it to be. hehe.
haha I should watch Chinese show everyday after the mid years. MUST! lol.

Kk enough for now lah. I think i shall post some pictures up from my phone another time. Just to keep this place alive.

Thats all for now.

Indefinite Definetely.

I might as well put this formally to a temporary close. Somewhat like an indefinite definite hiatus. Say...till the end of O's? haha.

I know i will prolly slip in a few update posts once in a while or just the spontaneous just for fun post. But blogging leads to being on the net longer, which leads to distraction on youtube and god knows where. haha. So i guess i will be gone for now. Till the after O's.

i hope one day you will realize that i was waiting for you. and that wait will be so worth it.

Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

Know Your Enemy

1st preview of the new album, 21st Century Breakdown from Green Day!! :D:D

I need to get off Facebook.

Someone needs to shutdown facebook for the benefit of all those taking their O Lvls this year. Gah! I can’t seem to get off it. It’s like i’m doing work on the comp, and my mouse slides over to the facebook page on firefox and click! Oh gosh save me. It’s the ultimate procrastination machine. They should create some kind of “access facebook within the time you set” application. Then you have no choice but to only access it at certain times. haha. Maybe i should go create one. oh wait i can’t it’d be ironic. I’d be wasting my time. Lame –.-“

Went jamming during the holidays. 2 times actually haha. The “FuturePlan.” as we called our band. which is quite intersting. Cause we always been talking about forming one after the O levels. So we called it the “future” plan. You know like we already kinda chose who was gonna join us kinda thing. But oh guess what it took off a little earlier then expected haha. A new distraction. Not good. I guess it’s ok if you look at it in a “something i would do after i finish revising or doing work” kind of stress relief thing? haha.

Adam on keyboards :D , Jerald on Drums, Mervin on Guitar, Me on guitar and Russell on bass. O.o! yeah! lol. So the two times we went jamming russell couldn’t make it, but either way we made 2 recordings. I’m yours was ok, although i admit my voice could have been better. And we covered The Killers – When You Were Young just the intro part. It sounded very nice. We replaced the guitars with keyboards and i took the bass haha. Maybe i shall post them up soon :D.

Can’t wait for our next session haha!

My birthday is coming up soon…(*scurries and runs off to find hiding place with other march babies*) haha. I’m thinking of having a party at my house on the 28th inviting quite a few people over. Yeah can’t wait. haha.

And i really need to stop procrastinating on the internet. Like this morning i was like reading wikipedia on Power Rangers and reminiscing the good times when i was a kid who watched Power Rangers every day. Or wait it only aired on Saturdays on Channel 5 in the morning. And the days i had something on, my dad would have recorded that episode for it. I still have them on tape! haha. I loved the series. The Power Rangers now i feel is like crap. Its losing the essence. Mighty Morphin Power Rangers was still the best and i still vividly remember the days with me begging my mum to buy the megazords and making them fight each other until they broke eventually haha. Oh those days. haha.

HAPPY NOW ADAM!? is that long enough for you? hahaha….

Take this

<.> <.> <.> <.> <.> as opposed to this >.< >.< >.< >.< >.< >.<

It’s an inside joke. You won’t get it.

On a different subject,

Adam! Michelle Trachtenberg is acting in 17 Again. Now you have a reason to catch it. hahaha. And oh Mathew Perry too! (the friends actor who played Chandler Bing) and Zac Effron too. haha.

A term gone, a term closer.

So term 1 has ended. Which means, Chinese O Levels in 1 more term, the rest of the O Lvls in 2.5 terms.

March holidays is going to be more like a time to start planning the journey, planning the route, plotting your way to your target. 6 days as of tomorrow. 6 days to plan my revision list for O levels, to complete homework and to start my revision.

Basically the whole week is already burned out doing work and slipping in some time to relax abit.

I think as time draws nearer, my blog posts will be lesser and lesser. Perhaps "revive" after O levels or maybe the occasional "blog worthy" posts.

I'm off to school tomorrow again.

IKEA and GM?

Business Update; Just Announced - IKEA to take over GM

IKEA HAS ANNOUNCED IT'S INTENTION TO TAKE OVER GM, AND TO SELL CARS.

WE ARE IN DEEP SHIT.......................

Because the MR. A-Z is back!

Who would have known that after coming here 2 times in the past 2 years, MR. A-Z would be back here again tomorrow night. And letting those earlier 2 chances slip by was a mistake. HAHA but not this time!

I seriously can’t wait for tomorrow. It’s gonna be god like. epic. crazy. awesome. WAHAHAHA.

But damn, we have a phyiscs test tomorrow and one on friday

So that was 4 tests in 5 days this week. it’s retarded. REALLY.

So common test results update.

E Maths : A1

Chinese : B4

Comb. Humans : A1

Biology : A1

I’m worried sick now for english. I have no idea how bad i’m gonna do. I have a problem answering the paper 2 comprehension questions. But paper 1, i’m still quite there. If i fail this. I’m so gonna get help.

FLOORBALL 2moro? I HOPE!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

And recently, or actually not really recently, more like as the weeks go by, we notice more and more how crazy and retarded our chinese teacher is. She makes us stay back till 4+ even though lesson ends at 3.30. She tells us of tests like a min before the test. She expects work that would take an hour and a half to be completed in an hour. SHE IS RETARDED. I’m QUITE SURE our WHOLE class hates her. Now i miss Ms. Oei. WHY DID YOU LEAVE!?!?!?!?!?

Because SPA and Floorball don’t mix.

Took our Physics and Chemistry SPAs the other day. Actually took Chem SPA today. and Physics SPA last friday. Both went quite well in the end! :D. I guess we practiced well! haha. It gets really easy once u get the hang of it, which we should have after so many practices :P.

We played floorball in PE the other day. It was damn fun. Me, Adam, Mervin, Edwin, Arvind, Clayton formed a team. We were on a winning streak! haha never lost once! Renewed my love for floorball!! LOL DYING TO PLAY IT AGAIN!!!! hmm maybe i should join floorball in JC. damn why now don’t have sia :(.

So CTs are over. Slack now. Back to normal study life tomorrow. sigh. It never ends!!! HAHAHAHA. Might have screwed up English, although Combined humanities went rather well. Maths, hoping for an A2 or possible A1. haha. Chinese…PASS CAN LER!

Today played against Balestier Hill. drew it 2-2. SAD!. :’(

OMG! FLOORBALL FLOORBALL FLOORBALL!!!!! GAH FLOORBALL FEVER. I’m so hooked up on floorball. DIE!

FLOORBALL MADNESS!

FLOORBBALL!!!! GAH! I LOVE 1:31!

Yeah that’s about it. Watch that. Maybe you get hooked on floorball too! hahahaha. who knows.

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Hi there, it's been awhile.

It's been awhile Really no time to post and stuff. With soccer and studies and just studying again. 2nd day of common tests tomorrow. All studied up already. So yeah some free time now to post. Been reading Remember Me? By Sophie Kinsella.Really good book so far. Quite interesting. Lent The White Tiger to Jerald but he lost it. hahaha. Yesterday woke up and went to school to study with Jerald and Arvind for SS and History. Then Adam came at about 4. Me and Jerald went to play basketball for awhile after that. hehe. So that was all i think.

Last few weeks pass by really fast. Haiz... really spending too much time on facebook. Sigh. Been learning a few songs on the guitar, metro station's shake it and a few others.

Can i post another day? haha. Want to catch slumdog millionaire soon!

The White Tiger

I just finished reading the White Tiger by Aravind Adiga. All in all a very intriguing book about politics and corruption and how decency can still be found in a corrupt world. It shows you that religion doesn't create virtue and money can't solve every problem. the book tackles the issues of india's caste system and "the rooster coop" refering to how people find it difficult to break out from their caste and do something different for a change.

the story is told through the eyes of a servand Balram and his letters to the Prime Minister of China. Very interesting way of conveying the whole message. haha.

I highly recommend this book. Really really good book. Need someone to discuss it with. Jerald? hahaha.

Now That's Creativity

Will Someone Catch That Bug?

Friday:
There has been a flu bug going around lately. Well at least in my class that is. The bug's been going around and i think me and Yau just got it. I think it got worse when we played the match against St. Gabs in the rain. And yeah....28 mins in they postponed it. AGAIN! After the match took a shower at Andre's house. Then went for physics tuition. although I'm thinking of quiting. don't really find it useful or helpful. Went home after that, played left 4 dead for awhile then went to sleep.

Saturday:
Woke up in the morning felt a bit feverishy. But had to go to school for Chem. Took our stoich test which i thought went quite well. Then after that went to my primary school teacher's house for a little CNY gathering. Taught me for 3 years, pri 4 to pri 6. me and Yau were like just stoning cause i think we both caught the flu bug. Played kung fu chaos and Halo 2 on her xbox, ate pizza and sushi and just talked about Secondary school life, making fun of the little things haha. Went home around 6pm while a few of them stayed for dinner. I had to go home for a reunion dinner so yeah.

Sunday:
Woke up with a high fever. Went to eat bak kut teh still haha. Then went to see the doctor. Had a 39 deg fever. It died down abit already. I think it's gone. Have to go school tomorrow cause Andre, Ngai Thai, Zul and I missed a Chem SPA practice which we needed to take.

I hope there's someone with a butterfly net looking for that bug. DIE!!! I hope i didn't pass it to anyone.

Youtube Time

Just saw a trailer to this movie. Found it quite funny. Okay lah slapstick funny but still funny!
I wonder when it comes out in Singapore




haha yesterday Adam showed me this Youtube video of this guy playing Apologize on the Piano. Really really good. But also bad in a sense that it wasn't original haha.